Sadness hurts always, you're never alone

 Saved me but told everyone it was for yourself

heart broken but I wasn't worth your breath

ain't right the hand you was dealt

you may never know the way I felt

never understand the reasons I had to leave

a fucked up choice and  I'll never forgive me

Hate for you to understand me more

 hate for you to have to leave your home

future paused to fight in a combat zone

surrounded by people but feel all alone

just to make it back for folks see your gone

hate for you to kick in that first door

flat line a family, run up the score 

this is why you sent me here to war

to carry the sins you wont answer for

kept the future I had paused too long

every thought telling me I was wrong

168 hrs/week not wanting to live anymore

hate for you to reap these benefits of war