Suicide Stalks Me

    suicide stalks me     like an enemy soldier.

all tactics failed can't find concealment or cover.

  leave no man behind, why am I alone brother?

            lost love leads to my last breath,

                       the war is finally 

                                over.

found freedom inside a 9mm

 let me go let me go tonight

all i do is wrong but i know you're right

heartbreak is heavy I wish you could save me

but my time is near just hold me baby

push people away so he wont hurt them

his love is toxic his pain is crippling

life of good intentions heres the outcome

without guilt or pain no emotions for him

shot up the enemy and drugs

neither of which brought me any love

shoulda kept shooting for changes

shot for success but I was a buck short  of changes

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