living in your head gets you down and disturbed
wish things went different still searching the right words
Can't justify violence never hit a girl
but you aborted true love before she seen the world
damaged people taught from trauma play wicked games
empty minus the sadness I shoot into my veins
you buried my heart with my baby in the ground
can't hold happiness I can't hold an ultrasound
charge my own country with treason
broke my heart and tied my noose without reason
guess my usage reached completion
trained too well to ever see life as a civilian
all I'm asking is one day of peace
a few minutes of comfort and safety
one night where my nightmares cease
and to feel like no one is trying to kill me
answered your war call without hesitation
come home and taught the pain of incarceration
their post war plan predisposed us to failure
soldiers suicide exposes government as a traitor