Life Ain't Always Beautiful

Lost in a lifestyle viewed not far from losing

Maintain morals in a game already confusing 

Hustle or hungry my only type of way

Countless hours spent waiting to  see a brighter day

God won't save me so I take no time to pray 

He sent me an angel but the drugs stole her away

Call me criminal don't matter anyway

Heart holds no guilt I just can't  see any other way

So just lay me down I've lost by a landslide 

Life ain't always beautiful but its a beautiful ride

Still American

When I was young life was so wonderful 

To hell and back yet I still feel short of respectable

Criminal charges replace any future seen successful 

Im wearing a warrant so my freedom I feel is doubtful 

Stand me in front of the judge but I did no wrong

Made my own choices but I did no others harm

Where are the benefits of this so called freedom

I fought in the war but have yet to see them

Army of Two

Time wasted away as reality passed me by

My body aches while in my mind I wait to die

You can no longer see tears fall from a dead mans eyes 

My heart has no disguise you give me death when you give me lies

Her broken features taught from crystal creatures

Dated a Dope dealer but more of Pyrex Preacher 

Two lovers lost in life manipulated by outside evil

You will see no nirvana just Kurt and Courtney the sequel 

She might love me but she says I did her wrong

 It's hard to stay strong as an addict lost and lovelorn

Though my watch hands tick my sense of time is withdrawn

I want to escape but I fear I'm already gone 

She preaches a good sermon but I see no changes

Her words spoken as a lover but acts like we distant strangers

Though we may both be guilty she's forever my partner

And as long as she with me I know ain't no one can top her

We are viewed nothing too short of dysfunctional 

Maybe Share some addictions and overly emotional 

Our love maybe twisted and easy to misconstrue 

But together it's ride or die within an army of two

Razor Blade Roses

Broken glass sitting scattered by the night light 

Another day absent a dollar with another useless fight

Blood trickles down my arm from the bruised injection site

Con-fluently her tears run down to her lips fixed on the pipe

So many lies I question if I know who she is anymore

My hearts still shattered much like a pizzo when it hits the floor

I'm so strung out I cant determine whats real now or before

All I know is hell and the painful emotions that I still can't ignore

It's a razor blade romance when she plays games with my emotions

Though I remained faithful, her eyes saw no devotions

I love her to Pluto and back I'd swim across oceans 

Fiction, fairy tale, or fate? love realizes no restrictions