Time wasted away as reality passed me by
My body aches while in my mind I wait to die
You can no longer see tears fall from a dead mans eyes
My heart has no disguise you give me death when you give me lies
Her broken features taught from crystal creatures
Dated a Dope dealer but more of Pyrex Preacher
Two lovers lost in life manipulated by outside evil
You will see no nirvana just Kurt and Courtney the sequel
She might love me but she says I did her wrong
It's hard to stay strong as an addict lost and lovelorn
Though my watch hands tick my sense of time is withdrawn
I want to escape but I fear I'm already gone
She preaches a good sermon but I see no changes
Her words spoken as a lover but acts like we distant strangers
Though we may both be guilty she's forever my partner
And as long as she with me I know ain't no one can top her
We are viewed nothing too short of dysfunctional
Maybe Share some addictions and overly emotional
Our love maybe twisted and easy to misconstrue
But together it's ride or die within an army of two