fall asleep with futile friends to awaken surrounded by justified enemies
alone against this world in a search for survival within a hierarchy of hate
decide your own destiny or add yourself a victim to a foreshadowed fate
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blind to integrity if vision is lost in lies, no truth to see so I scratch out my own eyes
to Iraq and then back into a terrified society where a tear drops from silenced cries
man of peace yet I am forced to fight another war inside of my own deranged head
I kill my tragic memories view me a killer or hero but some words better left unsaid
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something is wrong with me, I'm dangerous, but please don't leave me alone
words turn useless, like government intentions help spoken but never shown
confused I put war before college, discipline to honor just sign the documents
conscience can't contain consequence suicide by post traumatic incompetence
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from feeling focused and outspoken, to too many lost chances hopeless and heartbroken
tragedies comfort like a winters song, no casualties seen as right for war is always wrong
God’s bring belief and belief brings war, consider compassion only idea worth fighting for
perspiring pain soaks in blood forever, a death less lonely because pain and I die together
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deny fear from disbandment of motivation war has no distraction only morals missing in action
hour glass is expiring waiting for life to end, peace is an idea incapable for U.S. to comprehend
define crazy, home turns into a war zone, nothing is safe, sun doesn't shine to reason unknown
in the mist of hell standing is a man left broken, with a tear in his eye signifying his last emotion
