Guilt Triggered, Life Imprisoned

From my prison of freedom I stare out at the world

More love lost, no love found, pointless past with no return

Guilty hearts from glass pipes, wars regrets bring sleepless nights

Failed future from a painful past, pull my trigger and turn off my lights

Nothing's Left, Love's Lost, My Last Rites

No love from my family, disrespected by my own people
Survial found within a lifestyle seen far less then legal
But people became so quick to judge me without an education
They got me in an endless election so next time don't plea for my protection

Iraq's fatal truth, it was them or me and since I'm still breathing
It's not my mother fucking mama full of tears sitting there still grieving
From bullied on the playground to feared in my city
I'm suicidal homicidal so I invite you to die with me

I went from fighting worldly terror to fighting personal tragedy
Now its me against the world since no one will stand with me
Truth sought but confussion caught when you see me walking alone at night
But please remember just because I stand alone doesnt mean I'm not right

Broken Hearts and Glass Pipes

Glass hearts break faster then pyrex pipes
Weak emotions broughten on by sleepless nights
Like non existant loyalty from the stars and stripes
Emotions run manic so I beg for my last rights

My emotions become beaten then traded into her heartless vanity
Explosions take my sanity, but from love I become a casualty
Hours spent wishing to be like them, heartless like the tin man
A good heart and a good man with nothing but struggles that they can't comprehend

Labeled me as lost and wrote me off as hopeless
Nightmares blur reality, my pleas become voiceless
Scorned and hated then shown a shortcut to hell
Love is blind, lies turn men vunelable, her truth I can not tell

Life Shattered, Blood Splattered ( Fuck the Government)

All you do is bury your secrets down within

Mind races while it eats at your emotions like a batch of bad heroin

No freedom to more drugs, is this what we always wanted to become

No love from society, is this still the place I'm supposed to call home

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I fight to fix my differences yet you call it ignorant

I'll  still call it following the united states government

Back then I loved my country would've had no problem dying in battle

Now days my bravery is viewed wasted, drowning up shit creek, lost without a paddle

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Reguardless if you're a lifetime civilian or a lifetime soldier

Life's hard when every night is a constant battle or a struggle

Tears I've shed blur the mental picture of my mother that wakes me up every morning

Blood splats across the wall, drenching my American flag with painful truth and red tears, one more bullet, no more warning