All you do is bury your secrets down within
Mind races while it eats at your emotions like a batch of bad heroin
No freedom to more drugs, is this what we always wanted to become
No love from society, is this still the place I'm supposed to call home
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I fight to fix my differences yet you call it ignorant
I'll still call it following the united states government
Back then I loved my country would've had no problem dying in battle
Now days my bravery is viewed wasted, drowning up shit creek, lost without a paddle
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Reguardless if you're a lifetime civilian or a lifetime soldier
Life's hard when every night is a constant battle or a struggle
Tears I've shed blur the mental picture of my mother that wakes me up every morning
Blood splats across the wall, drenching my American flag with painful truth and red tears, one more bullet, no more warning
