Stuck sitting short of success stopped by my own sabotage
A past some determine distinguished decays to a depressed montage
Victory holds no accolades when blood stains your conscious intellect
Explosions ended but the echos enter new nightmares never knowing neglect
Mangled memoirs describe you as bipolar while doctors disguise you with a post traumatic disorder
Essentially elementary solution, self prescribed suicide signed by a
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