Daddys Dysfunctional

Paisley baby, daddy's a little dysfunctional,
but I love you and your mommy unconditional.
Bloody hands from my past protects me from perfect.
Moved mountains, swam oceans, it was all more than worth it.
From a soldier sadly shooting toward suicide,
to a madman motivated never leaving mom's side.
Too many cold nights we held each other and cried,
so I promised your mommy a place before I died.
Hell and high water daddy always kept his word,
at least to your mother or I'd do the best I could.
Unfortunately daddy wasn't always good.
Daddy's heart was right but his actions misunderstood.
I know it seems simple baby but people stick to what they know.
Daddy stuck to his guns but my guns were too slow.
Grandma and grandpa ain't bad just the only example that I had,
See Paisley baby drugs are bad for everyone, even mom and dad.
I think about you nightly, I know your mom does too,
Mommy makes me proud and I know you're proud too.
Daddy's been feeling down for a minute cause of the life he fell into.
But you see Paisley I told Mommy I'd be lost if I lost you.
But I need help because I can't handle losing mommy,
Fuck------  :'(
Daddy still can't handle losing you ...