03 December 2021

Last Will and Testament

Lost all hope after losing what you wanted to find

Disoriented by depression while drugs decay your mind

Are you lonely inside or dancing ‘til you die?

sabotage your success and make yourself a victim in your own crime


Tears tear from your eyes as your heart beats out your chest

Anguish and agony the only emotions you possess

Interchange a cry for help with a syringe full of meth

Both leave you feeling alone and distraught, pleading for death


Life taught a lesson but a lesson learned late

Why does everyone I love respond back with hate?

The sickness is growing quickly inside of me again

So self preservation is progressing towards an end.


Pain never painted me the picture of love right.

To be honest I never even had a dog in that fight.

Lost whatever bit of hope or happiness the day I left.

Next smile I give is when I take my last breath.