02 February 2022

Missing a Monster but the Monster is Me

 no friends living in the age of agony

lose your mind then lose ability to be free

while haunted by demons don't forget to see

the nightmares and screams are reality to me


thought she knew the facts and understood crazy

thought she seen the shots sent through the palm trees

thought she comprehended war stories from overseas

should've stopped thinking, thinking she was in love with me


one minute of a moment of monstrous clarity 

did what was best for her and worst for me

obliterated her obligation and set her free

from loving a monster, a monster like me