every shot in my vein is another step
past the pain but that much closer to death
memories haunt me but they call it surviving
living or dying see me still stuck suffering
mistake's help mold you ,just don't let them define you
never leave anyone behind, love see's it through
the frustration is crippling the guilt will blind you
emotionally bleeding, a lonely rendezvous
all I know is hopeless, a feeling I'm used to
promised I'd never leave, but what does a coward do
turns his back on the best friend and love he ever knew
then he preaches about integrity,and staying true
but holds none, cause he turned his back on himself too
honor, integrity,respect everything he knew
all became lost, I lost it all... when I lost you
betrayal is a double edged sword
you can not betray someone
without betraying yourself too
