20 August 2024

never forgive myself

 mind foggy heart hurtin save yourself

kept losing my mind til nothin was left

left me laying worthless and destitute 

then thrown to the side like a prostitute


they told me time heals wounds, hows that true?

they never had to feel anything I go through

they ain't seen war and they never lost you

so what are they comparing wounds to?


in my mind i've done some bad things 

sometimes spill over to real scenes 

haunted by memories and bad dreams

never forgive myself still hear her screams