18 January 2022

J.ustify E.very S.uicidal S.ymbol I.n C.ase A.lone

Pick your pain, living with all these regrets

Should have loved me more and loved you less

Say a prayer for me before my heart forgets

My life sentence of post traumatic stress


Faith in you forced me to feel forgotten

Called me a coward we got that in common 

Commissioned my crazy proceed with caution

Fail to forget I could've buried you in Parsons


Paint my problems onto paper pretend their poems

You slept with a stranger in our fucking home

Do you have a conscious?  do you know right from wrong?

Painful life lessons, you didn't even notice I'm gone