23 January 2022

Suicidal Smile

Never want to wake up like a good citizen.

Peacefully pass from an overdose of insulin.

Life and love teach heartbroken, never learn again.

Show a suicidal smile: “I’m okay,” I’ll pretend.


Drown in pills to level my emotions

Mind lost after 11 months of explosions

Missed miracles messed up on medications

Each minute alive exceeds my expectations


Look down at me and judge me how you will

You can’t last a minute feeling how I feel

Emotions whirlwind inside a traumatic brain

Why couldn’t  we die for freedom? Why couldn’t I die the same?