Never want to wake up like a good citizen.
Peacefully pass from an overdose of insulin.
Life and love teach heartbroken, never learn again.
Show a suicidal smile: “I’m okay,” I’ll pretend.
Drown in pills to level my emotions
Mind lost after 11 months of explosions
Missed miracles messed up on medications
Each minute alive exceeds my expectations
Look down at me and judge me how you will
You can’t last a minute feeling how I feel
Emotions whirlwind inside a traumatic brain
Why couldn’t we die for freedom? Why couldn’t I die the same?