She Still Haunts Me

No more promises, the truth cannot be found here
Much like you, who made her choice to disappear
If you didn't need others for your sick vanity
I'd have the steering wheel to my sobriety
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If leaving me was your version of compassion
You should check both, the compass and direction
Back from war with only problems to show for it
You left me broken hearted, to loss I submit
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Pretend nothings wrong, you smile like you're happy
I was dying inside, gunshot, now you lost me
My heart in your hands, is it the ending you wanted
Like thoughts from the streets of war, that I'm still haunted