i saw the day you woke up and left me
i heard these days you're far from lonely
lies told that i was your one and only
live darkness when only shadows hold me
*
my forced violence creates contradictions
my fear and depression, your emotional restrictions
hold me please, I am too alone to be fearful
hold you and squeeze, to these tears I remain faithful
*
my soul still sits solitarily saturated with sadness
illusory perceptions as my tears wet my carpet
memories of losing love from my bad habits
punished with a lifetime of painful regret,
made months of love well worth it
