breathing brings pain as an invisible soldier
mistake morals as myths hate becomes holy
living tears with the world on your shoulders
I was little, they were lost, I'm still left lonely
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people look for respect because its inside my holster
I'm gambling for truth so loyalty is like poker
my best friend took love away from his own brother
same betrayal that made my heart grow colder
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I deployed to war because we remained paralyzed
tears hit the floor as pain fell from my mamas eyes
been to hell and back never given respect or mercy
tired of fighting when it's the world against me
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if I found reason to live I'd lose all reasons to trust
I control my smile so happiness can adjust
squeeze my own trigger results my life concluded
silence my words but my pain is never muted
