Heart's Empty, Already Reached My End

my own society labeled me as a criminal
broken by war then made into a monster
sobriety isn't on my bucket list to conquer
answer for survival be savage like an animal
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take a look in my eyes and see what's left
my heart turned cold, no love just breath
29 pipe dreams meth trap turns wild west
i see clearly there's no future for me just death
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swallow a bottle of pills just to help me stay free
trying to escape the evil emotions that imprison me
i surrender them my last breath and feel my last emotion
kill your compassion shed no tears, my heart turns frozen
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born hopeless but turned heartless, hidden path to heaven
pain doesn't speak words but my life has shown its action
you can try and feel my pain but you wont ever see my tears
nothing scares me anymore I've survived through all my fears
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my uncle shot himself with the southern comfort of his own gun
Iraq killed my best friend I still pray that i could've been the one
family chose addiction so i survived living on my own
but now I've lost myself, so I can't even be alone