I remain chemically high to numb the pain of a lifetime of hatred
no more time to cry, yet i still hold my failure's sacred
trying to turn right for today, so tomorrow I can create a change
no success in my sight, it must be out of my rifles range
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they outlawed our freedom so I replaced girls with guns
survived on the battlefield now I preach peace through poems
contradicting lifestyle only if you leave life too quick
fight for people, stand for peace, inaudible words turn tragic
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I convey no honor with my actions that assert integrity
along the way I went outside my mind and lost my moral credibly
I take my own life for the world has taken all my sanity
My mother holds my heart, the world can have whats left of me
