awoken to realize forgotten by friends living promiscuity
always faithful yet you lacerated love and lacked loyalty
Beginning of time God created heaven earth and heartache
casualty of love optimism obtained if lonely only by mistake
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outside under refrigerant rain our memories warmed me inside dreams
needle hits skin like paper and pen truth exposed scandal die as fiends
loss teaches us not to trust yet love speeds up leaving logic in the dust
broken not beaten stumbled upright screaming for hope life is so unjust
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dead man walking blind bordering the lines of realism and psychosis
atrocious violence from forced stab wounds followed by forgiveness
we alone determine mistakes soluble from protrusile tears cried for payment
in fixed iniquity determined dastardly from failed commitment and discontent
