vision valueless from disconsolate nights when eyes become futile
emotional collision,thoughts mutate,self control never more crucial
one choice to end life, amputate the sadness yet memories remain
history depicts future hurt, suicidal ambition and inability to abstain
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heaven's so far away at arraignment yet so far from declination
lost words attentive actions no right nothing left last destination
screaming regrets for foreign fears performed anachronistically
mental loss and postwar problems denigrated here domestically
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lost all my sun exchanged for rain, writing develops immortal
no grass on this side only pain, live life real nothing empirical
bullets move faster then emotions, no time here for empathy
take life just as well take your own, undergo haunted history