10 November 2012
Violence for Peace
poor kid who could only afford Walmart and two outfits for whole school year
can't put a price on the gold in his heart he defined golden boy but chaos exposed fear
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all he ever wanted was to fit in and have a perfect family--
alcoholic father, drug addicted mother, the American tragedy
put yourself in his shoes then you can feel his insanity --
parents always fight, people always lie, emotional casualty
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terrorized by other kids feeling worse then scum he joined with the skinheads but couldnt turn into one
denied beliefs- resulted beaten example, chip on his shoulder that was all he could handle
bleeding from his pride and wars in the street defined champion where the palm trees and dirt roads meet
relief from chaos at home and bullying in school, throw fists to survive combat turns golden rule
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new scene where fights turned problem, new school people loved talk and violence uncommon
caused one riot proceed with caution, he was like a star not burnt out more like fallen
went to hell and saw things he never imaged before, no denying his mental issues you reap what you sow
violent men see too much war to obtain peace, that's why the fighting in his head will never cease
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life broken since birth understanding is impossible, unless death is dealt, pain is inevitable suffering is optional
the boy chose violence but peace is attainable, violence makes you known but love makes you invincible
lesson learned hard easily agreeable, I'm the proof people change and everything is achievable