since that atrocious night I'm alone I see you but you're just a picture
lonely tears drop to my carpet between my self worth and my future
Please God give me back my brothers the war's over no one wins
keep my soul I've wasted this life to failure, unable to make amends
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Life as the grim reaper so cursed I crucify everything I touch
just take my life or take me away this life became too much
I thought misery loves company but I am admonished by solitude
animated life over excessive pain heart now victim of decrepitude
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I can't keep a job barley stay stable even that attempt transparently pitiful
no boundaries yet I remain faithful accolades a hero guilt of a war criminal
memories turn love into pain while I indefinitely hide my face within the society of shadows
indictment in reality but a tear follows, reunion in death life lost learning of the lonely gallows
