Friends turn fiends now i am left surviving all alone
betrayal in reality between living nightmares I'm torn
I dreamt of our future while we were together in the past
now spending the rest of my future wishing we woulda last
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they say we turn into everything we hate
reckon I'm going to burn with a horrible fate
i guess thats why I'm a woman beating, drug addicted, alcoholic
the cost of freedom and a military issued semi automatic
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empty eyes why I look at this man in the mirror
cries in the mind that's never free from the fear
judge no man unless you ready to be judged first
walk in my boots and feel what its like to be cursed